Forgetting You

Since you left, I told myself I'm gonna be fine without you. I told myself I'd be better and I'd be happier. I tried so hard to be strong or even convince myself that I'm okay. I pray each night that the pain I have inside would go away. I even prayed that somehow, someday soon I'd forget you.

Since you left, I tried everything that could make me feel fine. I tried believe me, but I just can't. And I hate myself for not doing so. Because the memories of you still remain--and it hurts me so bad. It's killing me bit by bit. But still, I'm trying. I just wish I'd feel so numb. Maybe that way, I'll find myself forgetting you.